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[onegreeneye]

WELCOME TO YOUR PRIVATE CHANNEL, GINKO. FOR SECURE COMMUNICATION, USE 065.32.134.46 *** GINKO has joined 065.32.134.46 <GINKO> okay, i think that worked? <GINKO> i think so. looks like it did. <GINKO> anyway, there we go. let me know if you need something.

Comments

<ginko>

[onegreeneye]

how is it selfish to want to give someone an explanation when they might not otherwise get one? there's nothing wrong with wanting to find something out for a particular person's sake.

<OCTAVE>

[proser]

I guess because I thought I already knew.
I'd rather give bad news than be the one to get it.

<ginko>

[onegreeneye]

[Well some of that strikes him as a little cryptic.]

it's not like that's all that unusual. besides, in cases like this, it's often better to get bad news than to be left in the dark anyway.

<OCTAVE>

[proser]

You think so?

<ginko>

[onegreeneye]

it's how i've always preferred things to go, anyway. maybe other people think differently, but if something bad is going on either way, i'd rather know about it.

<OCTAVE>

[proser]

You're not scared of what you'll find out?

<ginko>

[onegreeneye]

sometimes it's better to know if you're going to have to face the results anyway.

<OCTAVE>

[proser]

But not always.

<ginko>

[onegreeneye]

i don't much like speaking in absolutes. but i would say that, far more often than not, it's better to know.

<OCTAVE>

[proser]

Maybe. I feel like sometimes all knowing can do is make things worse.

<ginko>

[onegreeneye]

it may seem that way occasionally. but, in my experience, ignorance is far more likely to lead to harm.

<OCTAVE>

[proser]

Why? Everything here is inevitable, isn't it?
The same thing happened to the people before us, and the people before them.
Knowing hasn't changed that.

<ginko>

[onegreeneye]

no, but things have gotten a little better.

i was in the first group to come here, and what do you think happened when we started changing? nobody expected it. nobody knew what has happening. we didn't have an explanation, we didn't know what might happen next. we didn't know if it would ever stop at all, or if we would just keep going through all this forever.

we haven't managed to fix everything. we haven't stopped the changes, we haven't been able to reverse them, but we know more about them now. knowledge can't fix everything at once, but it can help, and that's better than nothing.

<OCTAVE>

[proser]

[Again, there's a long pause.]

I'm sorry.

<ginko>

[onegreeneye]

hey, i'm not saying this to scold you or anything, alright? sorry if it seemed like that.

just keep in mind - things are better than they used to be. and the more we know, the more we can try and keep improving them.

<OCTAVE>

[proser]

Yeah. You're right.
I don't know what I'm trying to say.
This probably isn't why you gave me this number.

<ginko>

[onegreeneye]

i gave you this number so that, if you felt like you needed help or advice or anything, you could ask. trust me, it's not a problem.

<OCTAVE>

[proser]

I hope I didn't wake you up for this.
I wasn't even thinking about how late it was.

<ginko>

[onegreeneye]

it's fine, i was already awake anyway. i mostly sleep during the day lately.

<OCTAVE>

[proser]

I haven't tried to sleep yet. I don't know if I can right now.

<ginko>

[onegreeneye]

that's pretty understandable. i would suggest you at least try, anyway. but if you don't think you can, i'd be happy to keep talking if you want.

<OCTAVE>

[proser]

It's fine. I'm sure you have better things to do.

<ginko>

[onegreeneye]

nothing urgent.

look, i'm not going to push it, but i'm here if you want to talk, alright?

<OCTAVE>

[proser]

Are you sure?

<ginko>

[onegreeneye]

of course.