onegreeneye | IC CONTACT (RYSLIG)

[Suddenly he realizes that Ginko isn't on the same page as him, since it had been an old friend who told him, and Ginko didn't know about that yet. For the first time Steven wonders if Ginko will be mad that Steven heard this from someone else.

He suddenly gets nervous.]

oh ummmMMMmmm.....
i was talking too nui a wile ago..
she said she was from the same plase as you

oh

yeah, she is

how is that connected to a mushi hurting my face

[Oh, yeah, see - Ginko totally knows her. They know each other. That's fine.]

it sort of came up
how when you were younger a ginko ate your eye ball
or some things
it was sort of a confucing story.....
but im sorry it hapened and i didnt think youd talk about it
just so you kno.......

[There is a long moment before he responds.]

what?

wait, she

nui told you that?

.........yeah sorry
im sorry if you didnt want her too she just told me so i thouht maybe it wasnt a big deal you kno??

but then i didnt think i should kno if you didnt kno that i knew
that isnt fair
but she told me about your eye and your hair from ummm
she said before you started going by ginko i guess..

[At least he's awake now.]

no i mean it's not
it isn't a problem really i just

[How does he even respond to this? He doesn't know. It's been years since he's encountered anyone who had even a guess as to what happened to him, and now suddenly this?

He feels like he can barely comprehend it.]

i had no idea how that happened, i didn't know any of this

you didnt????

oh my gosh......
i just thougt that you must kno becuz she told me.....you mean you dont remember what hapenned to you??

[Now he's wracking his brain for everything Nui said about this, because if Ginko didn't know he wants to be helpful. How weird would it be not knowing something like that?]

she said that there was a mushi called ginko that was some thing she was working handling you kno like how you do when you help peeple with mushi.
and that she knew you when you a long time ago maybe when you were litle??
and that.....you didnt call yourselve ginko at the time but some thing to do with it made your hair wite and took your eye or some thing
and you didnt remember??

i asked if you were her mushi aprentriss and she said "not exactly" i think

[He can't think of what to say. He can barely even process this, it feels like his heart is trying to break from his chest and he can't get enough air.

She knew him? Nui knew him, she knows who he was before he forgot everything... it doesn't seem possible. There's no reason it couldn't be, of course, but that doesn't make it feel any less like Steven must be mistaken somehow.]

i'm sorry i'm

i think i'm going to have to leave
the channel i mean
i'm
thank you for telling me

Edited (minor phrasing alterations why not) 2015-06-19 04:31 (UTC)

[Steven's vines twist around themselves uncomfortably. Oh no. This is way more intense than he was expecting. He didn't think it would be a huge revelation like this...

He looks over at the window and frowns.]

can i come over?
we dont have to talk....

sure
that's fine
i'll leave the door unlocked.

[And then he'll just sort of. Sit on the bed for a couple minutes, then drag some blankets into the corner and sit there and smoke. HE'S FINE.]

[Steven doesn't waste much time. He closes his laptop and tells someone he's leaving, and then packs a few things into a bag before heading over. He wishes he had his backpack, it could fit so much more stuff than the satchel he's using now does. Also it was a cheeseburger, and this new bag isn't a cheeseburger at all.

He scurries out of the apartment building, his tail waving nervously behind him as he puts a solid effort into trying to ignore the bustle of people around him. The lingering sunlight is refreshing on his skin, but it's too busy.

Since when is he afraid of crowds though? He freezes in the streets for a moment, clutching at his belly with one hand. Everything here is so weird.

After a moment, he hustles onward regardless. Ginko's motel isn't that far away, and ultimately he ends up getting there in around a half hour. The door is unlocked, as promised, though he does try to peek through the window first. Ginko may see a flash of green in a slim crack in the fabric, but not much else.

Steven lets himself in. He sees Ginko in the corner and frowns, but he doesn't comment on it. Instead he offers a shy little wave.]

Hi, Ginko.

[He comes in all the way, and quietly closes the door behind him. He goes over to what functions as Ginko's kitchen and starts rifling through the cupboards.]

[Ginko glances up as Steven enters, raising a hand slightly, hesitantly. He's calmed down a little by now, thanks to a combination of time and the familiar scent of mushi-repellent smoke. The whole thing still has him sort of thrown off, though.]

Hey.

[He drops his hand back onto his knee, watching in curious silence as Steven starts going through the cupboards. They aren't exactly well-stocked, but there are a few things in there.]

[After a few moments Steven manages to find a kettle or something, and moves to fill it with water. He sets it on the hotplate and lets it start warming up. Then, he finally sets down his bag and looks over at Ginko again.]

Are you doing okay?

[He shrugs, his tail giving a slight flick along with the movement.] Yeah. I'm alright. Just... a little startled, I guess.

[Steven goes over to the bed, since Ginko isn't really using it. He sits on the end and kicks his legs in the air.]

...Is this a good thing? I'm sure you could learn more about it from her if you want to.

Maybe. If I can figure out how to ask. [He leans back against the wall, breathing out slowly and watching a trail of smoke rise from his mouth.]

Guess I hadn't really expected this to come up.

Yeah...not here, anyway, I bet!

[He falls silent for a little while, thinking about things.]

I'm still sorry that happened to you.

Yeah. Definitely not here. [The thought that Nui might know more than him about why they both looked so odd had occurred to him, but not this.]

Thanks, but it's alright. I don't even remember; this is just how I've always been. [He pauses, then clarifies,] The hair and missing eye, that is.

I think the hair is cool.

[Steven is pretty used to really varied appearances though. He likes a lot of things.]

But I mean...the memories, more than the other stuff. I wouldn't want to forget anything.

...Thanks. [He's mostly just used to thinking of it as kind of weird. And inconvenient, given that it's been getting him mistaken for an old man since he was old enough to be qualified as an adult.

He nods after a moment. Can't disagree with that.] Yeah. I, uh... I can't say I really recommend it.

[Steven's vines start curling around one another awkwardly. He feels so bad. He wishes there was something he could do to make things better. Another quiet moment passes.]

...Do you wanna talk about it?

Maybe.

[He's not sure he really knows how. He's explained the situation to others before, of course, but that was different. It was easier then, when he knew so little about his life before he forgot everything that it might as well not have happened. This changes things.]

...I guess I just hadn't really expected that I would ever know. [He snorts quietly, running his claws through the trail of fur down the back of his neck.] Let alone meet someone who knew me then.

[Steven bites his lip for a moment, thinking. He's glad that Ginko is talking to him at all, though.]

Did you want to know? Even if you didn't really think it would happen?

Sometimes. Sometimes I wasn't so sure.

[Steven watches him carefully, his eyes faintly sparkling with concern and compassion. This kid is full of that stuff.]

Why not?

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